As a direct result of this interview with Cathy, together with my interaction with Willie Draughon, retired Assistant Chief of Criminal Investigations with the State Attorney General's Office, I returned to the drawing board, and revised my book to include the rising and devastating problem of female Internet porn and cybersex addiction. I began having sexual fantasies about what I saw there (sometimes involving masturbation). My life was one of sex and gratification, and all because of curiosity about porn sites. And after work she could go home and play the vixen again, engaging in dominance and submission under handles like 'Super Vixen' or 'Madam X.'" Cathy's Story-The Future of Women and Internet Pornography While writing my book . I found myself looking for time when no one was around so I could get on the Internet. In fact, retired sexual crimes investigator Willie Draughon asserts that "females are more inclined to pursue the communication aspect of the subculture after their initial intro through visual porn. Just as it does for men, Internet porn/cybersex becomes a "drug of choice" where women find pleasure, relief and escape (self-medication) from the pain, stress and realities of everyday life. Many leading scientists, psychologists, therapists and religious leaders consider this book to be one of the most important works ever written on this subject, and a must-read for parents, spouses, clergy and counselors. When it comes to pornography, especially Internet porn, nothing could be further from the truth. Kastleman is the author of the revolutionary new book titled .
I hide a lot of dirty laundry, make quickest meals possible . My initial curiosity with Internet porn led me to the chatrooms, which in turn led me to actual face-to-face sexual encounters. I was curious about how far a person would go to expose their body for all the world to see so I got on a pornography site. One day I got bold enough to find a person online and we arranged to meet for the sole purpose of having sex. I had never met him before in my life and that is the way I wanted it. All I wanted to do was live for myself and fulfill my selfish physical desires. I now wanted to hang around the people who wanted a life such as mine. I didn't drink or smoke but I went there to socialize with the kind of people that I could take home and have a one-night stand with. It's a slow, subtle process that takes you on a trip to hell. The following is a brief overview Cathy provided me prior to our telephone interview: My first contact with the Internet is an experience that I will never forget. Before long I realized that I didn't want to just imagine sex with a partner, I wanted to physically have sex with someone. I know of many women who have fallen into the same trap that I did for one reason or another.I just want a wife that is here in the real world, and acts like she loves me. I feel sad when I read here about all the women that have lost their husbands to WOW.